now what is weird is that in the ast some of my friends would tell me DUDE! GOD SOKE TO ME YESTERDAY! and i would be soo encouraged, because it was the way God did it, by the random icking of a assage by oening u the bible and it will encourage you by having the verse deal with what you need, at the right time. This one is kind of weird because as i was so discouraged i would never do that because it seemed as if God, never, NEVER soke to me. haha but tonight i think hes trying to show me something more, like the holy sirit kind more, for a while ive been struggling with the idea of the holy sirit, for a while i havent had the slightest idea of what the holy sirit really was, as some of my friends make jookes that i dont know who he is. I feel like as i rayed before i did my time of quiets... haha he is trying to show me what it really is to be in the sirit.
haha =)
so here goes,
Verse SEVENTEEN,
In the last days, God says, I will our out my sirit on all eole. Your sons and daughters will rohesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.
And even though this verse will have different meanings for each individual it seaks to, but for me it does tell me what the sirit kind of is, but still vague, i must do more to search about the sirit. But for now its the voice within, the rohesy or the seaking of tongues that you would do, seeing visions and dreams. But although we dont need to reare for these kinds of "gifts" i think to a certain extent we must live Godly lives. WE MUST RESS ON!, God can do anything regardless if we are struggling with things like lust(ornograhy), laziness, cheating, cussing, he can definitely still use us. By His strenght alone, NOT ours. So i feel like we shouldnt neglect what he has given to us, which is new life. THis life that we have received that makes us new everyday is something we should llove, and soemthing that gives us hoe in our days. I feel like if we are to have this sirit live within us how can we have our hearts (Homes) dirty. How can we kee on living in this sin that we store u within our hearts and say God this is my offering. I know that in my own life i sin everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. And i know that it might seem like a lot, but its the truth, i truly take to heart when aul said i am the greatest sinner ever, because to me, i am the biggest sinner ever. I know of the deths he has brought me from but i still crawl and crawl back to my whole, MY DITCH! But theres hoe, He is the hoe. And i cant escae it, because whenever i lack, he holds me u, He is my stronghold that cannot be conquered, BECUAES he has conquered it already.
Another verse that touched me was Verse Fourty Five.
Selling their ossessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need.
WIth this i feel like it ertains us as leaders, or servants soo much. How leader " " that word kind of disgusts me, i really dont want to be conisdered a leader but someone that chases after God, i mean who am i in my own right HAS a right to be considered that. I was once referred to as a astor, and to my own knowledge a astor is someone to be looked u to for his or her knowledge and assion, which is something i lack in both areas. My desires are stuck on these goods and ossessions. A lot of times i cant seem to give u what i treasure the most, and sometimes its God, but other times its this world. IM STUCK!, but God shows us that we need to give it all u. With our small grou, we need to give u our time, we cant just eat with our own friends or who were comfortable with, we need to care for these brothers and sisters of ours. Selfishly we always think of ourselves, and ask who can feed us, who can take me out to talk, but as leaders we need to be resonsible, we have taken the call, taken the slack, and were working as servants to these eole. We cant be filled with ride and say were leaders because were not fit to lead. Were followers of the Lord, Jesus. And we need to follow with all that we have. OUR lates are filled, we need to dig in (small grou members), or band hahahaha =).
but yes, WE need to hold it u high and say, God take all of me, i have NOTHING! but YOU! and you are all i need. =)
good dya,
daily bread.
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