ACTS Four,

These days i think its been getting a little harder, time and time again im just seeing comrimise and its disheartening.  I feel like a lot of the ways that we view God is this icture erfect God that loves us and cares for us a father loves his child.  But we choose never to see the bad sides, because honestly we dont feel what these unishments are in this own life.  We never look beyond what we dont wish to see, and thats the disheartening art.  God hates wickedness, i feel like thats something each and every single erson forgets on a daily basis, and thats what making me feel down.  I feel like sin, although i havent turned away myself from things like orn, masturbation, lust, anger, bitterness, cheating, i havent truly reented and turned away that im trying.  And im not doubting that others arent trying but when i hear words that shouldnt be said because its the outouring of your heart, couldnt there be other words to be said, if God was really imortant in our lives couldnt that be the case.  Wouldnt it?  Its hard, for real, its so hard.  Being an older brother in Christ im struggling with that, even tonight as i think about it, i feel like a lot of the younger eole are coming, is that all we need to exect, yeah its great that they come but if we feed their hearts with this i wanna love you Jesus and i will die for you, and i trust in you MUMBO JUMBO, (which isnt mumbo jumbo) but if they dont live it out is that true trust.  I feel like we need to grow, myself SOO much, I FALL SOO SHORT. SOO O SHORT, and even as im u there its so hard trying to our my heart out to God sometimes because in my life i dont treat him like i should, i dont ut the caital G in God but i ut the caital in my own name, where i ut myself first.

We need to trust, not just say it, but do it, we talk to much, even myself.  HHAA =) and if your reading this, i want you guys to know that im in no way judging you guys hahaha =) i always judge myself first, and the harshest and if i do come off as some bossy iece of junk, lease i mean it for the best of this church.  I want growth, not for my sake but for his, because a lot of us say it, College is suossed to be where we grow a lot, but what kind of growth is it that we attemt to grow in, Gods? or the WOrld? are we striving to be on fire, or cold (Lukewarm, same thing) because God will sit us out, 

God hates wicked ness

That came from roverbs.  

WICKEDNESS, we need to know that God is caable of wrath, he hates sin, and when his children sin, 

I did read acts also, i dont jum around, i read different arts of the bible, so i still read acts. 

roverbs Nine,

The Lord detests the way of the wicked, but he loves those who ursue righteousness

so we need to get off with our comlacent attitudes of our members just coming to church, we need more, we need fire, we need true growth following true reentence, with the desire to change.