John Seventeen,

Verse One,

"Father, the time has come.  Glorify your son, that your son may glorify you. 

sometimes i just ask myself the time ... WHAT TIME GOD!  I mean honestly i am sooo stubborn in all my ways, every single thing i do.  And as I come to know myself and my God more I realize that within me there is nothing good and i guess in one way or another this is a good thing, the reason being is because i know that the good fruit that does come from me is from God, and God alone.  WOW! because JESUS KNEW, He knew what the time was and he went, he was telling His disciles over dinner that he had already overcome the world and to TAKE HEART!

GAH!!!! TAKE HEART ... hmmm, with the heart being the innermost thing within me, with it being the reason why i want to do certain things like love and serve he tells us to take heart, although our hearts are also caable of the dirtiest things, which i am guilty of, sigh =(, with my heart being so dirty theres so much reentence i must do take this heart, but he still accets it every single time i come.  JAWESOMEQ! But with that, honestly with his accetence and love i am able to overcome this world also, with HIS STRENGTH!

Jesus rays for His disciles, 

Ten, all i have is yours, and all you have is mine.

As Jesus just seaks to his disciles hes just seaking about the things they have exchanged, but utting myself in the context its crazy how he accets what i have.  These disciles gave u everything to follow Jesus, i would like to think i would do the exact same, but at the same time i am caable of doing the exact oosite because of my lifestyle, where sin is the corner, the sky, and the ground.  BUT I MUST LOOK FORWARD, for that is where my God is, and yes hes also in the sky, the ground, and corner.  But its amazing, that he woudl accet what i have, as a child of his, iT AWESOME! even with broken things he takes me and embraces me as his son.

but honestly its retty hard to gras the second art of that verse, and all you have is mine, WHAT JESUS! then... hmmm well. with all that he has i feel like its so much resonsibility, overwhelming ey, but at the same time, its the cross we must take to be harvesters. eole for the kingdom of God that is fighting.

Fifteen, my rayer is not that you take them out of the world but that you rotect them from the evil one

Its for us, were here and were ... =) yeah.  This lace, our earth, our homes, our friends is our battlefield.  As Christ"followers"ians, and as members of Gods holy army we are called to also rotect "them" from the evil ones, and its not who we care for the most, or those that we call our arents, brothers or sisters, or those that are our family members in Christ, NO!!!, not only them but its also those that are our enemies.  rotection isnt only available to those that deserve it but those that are undeserving also, which is no one, because if that was the case i would be in the undeserving sot.  I am a hyocrite, a lonely guy that wants the attention of others, someone that lusts every second of the day, but still my daddy loves me and he calls me to walk this walk with Him, even if its only baby stes or a crawl.  No matter what, my brokenness and His faithfulness coincide with one another, i cant run or walk with my brokenness alone but need Him all the time.  

But the best art is, is that he uses me. AMAZING! GOOD,

My bread.